of cats and life

I got a domain.

hannahclark — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 21:03:52 +0000

http://justwhatitwas.org

Snowwww.

hannahclark — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 16:10:23 +0000

I love snow. I just love it.

snow is wonderful.

the end.

I love.

hannahclark — Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:59:55 +0000

I love the calm that comes with snowstorms.
I love the cold winter.
I love scarves, hats, and pea coats.
I love wishing to hold someones hand in the snow (weird).
I love the smell of freshly dyed hair.
I love the smell of fake Christmas trees.
I love the smell of spice apples.
I love reading by candlelight.
I love the pretty Christmas lights.
I love the smell of the cold.
I love the smell of the warm in my car.
I love, love.

and that did not come out nearly as poetic as I wanted it to. We had our first “official” snow shower today. It put me in a sappy mood. I want to hold someones hand this winter.

I’m sick of kmart. I don’t really like it there at all. I thought I would, but I don’t. It’s not that bad when we’re not busy. But we’ve been so busy lately. And I like my manager Lisa. She’s really nice. But I just don’t like kmart and it’s too far away for me to drive. Thankfully I’m only seasonal.

I need to find a job someplace close to home, and not in retail.

I passed my exit essay in English but I still think I’m going to fail. Unless I get my work done.

I also have an art project due tomorow that I still haven’t started on. I need to get something done.

and that is all.

Who will hold my hand?…

This is all ridiculous.

hannahclark — Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:17:47 +0000

Bleh.

I’m sick of everything.

Seriously.

I cannot wait untill school lets out.

I want it to snow.

I want creepy guy to quit talking to me.

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“I hear smoke follows beauty.”

hannahclark — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 04:11:22 +0000

Did I mention how much I love sweet country boys? Haha. I went to a bonfire on Friday night for Intervarsity. Well the smoke kept blowing towards me and I was getting iratated so I said something about it so Matt (a different Matt from the Matt previously mentioned here who happens to be in my Comp class) said “Well I hear smoke follows beauty.” in his little twang. I laughed. That comment made my day. It was just a simple sweet comment.

I’ve been having ups and downs lately. Some days are really great, some are not. I notice I get down a lot more in the night though. I know I shouldn’t complain but I’m just so tired of my friends who do not understand. I’ll tell you later what they don’t understand.

I want to do something with my life. I want to go away for a year. Do some missions work. Do something. I just can’t sit back here and watch it pass me by. I’m so sick of mediocraty. Blehhhh.

On a different and much more happy note. I am making cookies for Intervarsity Wenesday in hopes that I will make Matt fall in love with. This time it is the Matt that was previously mentioned. The Matt I have a crush on, hehe. xD He even said that the way to a guys heart is through his stomache! This was when I mentioned last week that I would love to cook for someone, and he told me to get married. xD I mentioned that because he said he was going to visit a friend with his brother over the weekend and she was excited because she got to cook for someone.

Look at this, I told my self I wouldn’t get obsessed with a boy again and it happened. I dunno. Maybe, just maybe, he is the one. MAYBE.

He has ruined me though. I can’t get him out of my head. :]

-hannah

and then Hannah knew why she was feeling sick.

hannahclark — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:55:48 +0000

Her mom allows her brother to smoke in his room.

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Bull crap.

I lost my train of thought.

hannahclark — Thu, 15 Nov 2007 22:06:37 +0000

I’m really like this guy.

A lot.

I have not felt like this ever in my life.

This is pretty exciting.

HOPE

…

hannahclark — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:10:43 +0000

Is it possible to be in love with someone you just met?

Because I swear I am.

I have never felt this way about any guy I have ever met.

Well. I met him at the begining of the school year, but I didn’t start really talking to him untill recently.

This is weird.

This is wonderful.

Can you feel it? can you feel it? The love in this place can you feel it?

hannahclark — Sun, 04 Nov 2007 00:33:41 +0000

I’m so sick of everything. I’m so sick of people understanding me. Even my best friend doesn’t understand me. I’m not being emo. I need something more. I need fire. I need passion. I want people who are on fire for God. I want my friends to understand that.

I’ve got intervarsity. My friends there no what I’m talking about.

I’m so sick of religion. I’m sick of motions. I want realness. I want to see people running around their church jumping for joy, screaming out praises to God because their so happy.

I’m sick of NOT HAVING A CHURCH TO CALL MY OWN. Everyone in the quad cities is so religious. We have very few good churches around here. I want fire. I want passion. I WANT EXCITEMENT!

well I’ll be darned.

hannahclark — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:50:21 +0000

I, Hannah Clark, actually have a crush on someone.

A true crush on someone.

This is odd.

His name is Matt.

Hes in Intervarsity with me.

I can’t help it.

He’s too nice to me.

I won’t mistake kindness for him liking me though.

Though I hope he does.

I want to hold someones hand.

Hmmm.

I climed a rock wall!

I did it. 30 feet high straight up.

It was awesome.

This is all.