I love snow. I just love it.

snow is wonderful.

the end.

I love.


I love the calm that comes with snowstorms.
I love the cold winter.
I love scarves, hats, and pea coats.
I love wishing to hold someones hand in the snow (weird).
I love the smell of freshly dyed hair.
I love the smell of fake Christmas trees.
I love the smell of spice apples.
I love reading by candlelight.
I love the pretty Christmas lights.
I love the smell of the cold.
I love the smell of the warm in my car.
I love, love.

and that did not come out nearly as poetic as I wanted it to. We had our first “official” snow shower today. It put me in a sappy mood. I want to hold someones hand this winter.

I’m sick of kmart. I don’t really like it there at all. I thought I would, but I don’t. It’s not that bad when we’re not busy. But we’ve been so busy lately. And I like my manager Lisa. She’s really nice. But I just don’t like kmart and it’s too far away for me to drive. Thankfully I’m only seasonal.

I need to find a job someplace close to home, and not in retail.

I passed my exit essay in English but I still think I’m going to fail. Unless I get my work done.

I also have an art project due tomorow that I still haven’t started on. I need to get something done.

and that is all.

Who will hold my hand?…


I’m sick of everything.


I cannot wait untill school lets out.

 I want it to snow.

I want creepy guy to quit talking to me.


Did I mention how much I love sweet country boys? Haha. I went to a bonfire on Friday night for Intervarsity. Well the smoke kept blowing towards me and I was getting iratated so I said something about it so Matt (a different Matt from the Matt previously mentioned here who happens to be in my Comp class) said “Well I hear smoke follows beauty.” in his little twang. I laughed. That comment made my day. It was just a simple sweet comment.

I’ve been having ups and downs lately. Some days are really great, some are not. I notice I get down a lot more in the night though. I know I shouldn’t complain but I’m just so tired of my friends who do not understand. I’ll tell you later what they don’t understand.

I want to do something with my life. I want to go away for a year. Do some missions work. Do something. I just can’t sit back here and watch it pass me by. I’m so sick of mediocraty. Blehhhh.

On a different and much more happy note. I am making cookies for Intervarsity Wenesday in hopes that I will make Matt fall in love with. This time it is the Matt that was previously mentioned. The Matt I have a crush on, hehe. xD He even said that the way to a guys heart is through his stomache! This was when I mentioned last week that I would love to cook for someone, and he told me to get married. xD I mentioned that because he said he was going to visit a friend with his brother over the weekend and she was excited because she got to cook for someone.

Look at this, I told my self I wouldn’t get obsessed with a boy again and it happened. I dunno. Maybe, just maybe, he is the one. MAYBE.

He has ruined me though. I can’t get him out of my head. :]


Her mom allows her brother to smoke in his room.


Bull crap.

I’m really like this guy.

A lot.

I have not felt like this ever in my life.


This is pretty exciting.